This is a song I wrote to get me past some bad times. Tell me what you think
"If I Ever Let Go" - Copyright 2011, Sophia Marie Productions
another boy's calling my phone, but I don't care
it buzzes and rings on my desk as I blankly stare
honestly, I lost all feelings
it's too bad, takin' no time for minglin'
he'll just break my heart like the last one did.
oh, and I don't have the strength to put it
back together again
people say I'm pretty, but I don't get why
every time I fall and share, I end up crying
It might hurt, but this is the only pain I am willing to take
I'm wrapping my heart up in barb wire, at least it will be safe
la la, la la, they say everyone falls in love again
la la, la la, one day I'll let someone in
and when I do, if I do, you'll be the first to know
if I can ever let go
ask me to dance, go ahead, I'll just say no
or I won't feel a thing even if I go
I guess I accidently buried my life and faith
In the process of trying to put a broken heart behind me
la la, la la, they say everyone falls in love again
la la, la la, one day I'll let someone in
and when I do, if I do, you'll be the first to know
if I can ever let go
tired of tear stains on my pillows
tired of my puppy being the only one that knowstired of turning up the music to tune out the cold
tired of trying, but not willing to let go
la la, la la, they say everyone falls in love again
la la, la la, one day I'll let someone in
and when I do, if I do, you'll be the first to know
if I can ever let go
If I ever let go, I'll fall in love again
If I ever let go, one day I'll let someone in
Oh I will, everyday choose to push pain away
I'm letting go today.
Copyright 2011, Sophia Marie Productions
WOW, this song is very deep and there is no way anyone including myself can understand what you are going through. I absolutely love your passion for music and your drive to deliver your message confidently. You may feel at the moment that all men are just out to steal your heart and break it, but not on God's watch. Honestly, in the past, I have also felt like women are just out to use me in whatever ways they could especially when they were being too nice to me. In all reality, God is sovereign and in charge of every situation and if he knew that all men or women are just out to break hearts, then he would of never created marriage. I know there is a God fearing man out there who will treat you as the God given beautiful masterpiece you are and with God's help, he will love you with the unconditional love that God has also loved him with. In addition, I know God is preparing my wonderful better half for me and I look forward to doing all I can to be the best person God has call me to be in her life.
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